My life seems to be filled with them, but I'm very grateful for them.

its been a few months since I've given up Spaniard. I've had a few relapses that have resulted in me huddled over crying for a good hour or two. But for the most part, things have been good. I've gotten Miles shod, and he's getting a great deal amount of attention, and care that he's needed. I saved up a few hundred dollars, and got myself a very nice saddle, at an amazing price. Its probably the most expensive piece of tack I now own;[link]

I've also gotten a trainer, and someone to really help us start concentrating on our jump training, and really just starting to get some coaching from the ground from someone who really really knows what they are talking about.

Miles's feed has changed around so much, and at this point, I feel really fancy and complex when I set up his feed. His feed now consists of;
Two cans full of a 12% Textured Sweet Feed/11% Pelleted Grain Mix
One can of Toasted Rolled Soybeans. (They are high in fat and protein, so really good for keeping his weight level, and keeping him healthy. The oils that are naturally in soybeans are also really good for his skin coat, and hoofs.)
Dose of;
Horseshoer's Secret
Accel
Joint Supplement (Smartpak)
Its a load of everything. But he really likes it, and its doing a lot of good for him.

Another life changing decision I've had is I've decided to go Vegetarian and cut the meat out completely of my life. Have to admit, it was oddly not hard at all, probably thanks to my lack of liking towards meats to begin with. Always grossed me out a bit, and didn't ever eat much of it.

I've been eating a lot healthier, thank god. Which in turn I'm starting to feel really good, and just healthy in general. A lot of my friends are now being supportive of this decision, and I can't be happier about that. So everything is going very super in my life so far. Money situation is just about perfect now. I can just about pay board on time (1st of the month) for the first time in well....ever. I'm affording living a bit more, and I can give Miles all the care that he finally needs.

Everything else is just as good, just doesn't need to be listed. I'm starting to really enjoy life a bit more now.